You don’t miss me.
I should remember that.
I should fucking remember that.
I’ve realized over the past couple of months that I’ve become dependent on alcohol, I’m honestly addicted and I’ve noticed I need a beer or a shot more than I need a cigarette in the morning. And the depression doesn’t really help me put the bottle down but I need to quit. So for myself and everyone who might care about me, I’m going to quit. Today being the first day… Wish me luck cause I know it’s going to be hard :/ I saw how my dad dealt with it and I’m kinda scared >.< but then again I haven’t been drinking as long as he did so I don’t think it should be that intense of a recovery.